I have spent many years discovering who I am, I have meditated and searched my inner self thoroughly. I have visited every plane of the Astral I can find, I have worked very hard considering the possibilites, and dismissing them as they became impossible.
I have P-shifted with groups of people, becoming in turn each of the kin of the others, but seeing only smoke for myself.
I have consulted a Shaman and done dreamwork and smoke is indeed what I am.
This is not something I just discovered, unfortunately for me it took work, lots and lots of it, and all of it hard.
And to answer your question Darke, in my original post....

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