For such a place I believe that the time line gets stuck there for some reason, and the battle replays constantly over and over forever. That's why when you visit somewhere like that you experience the battle in real time replay, and every time you visit it's like it's happening for the first time.
I am curious BC. How would a modified sentient machine have a family?
It's OK if you cannot remember that bit.

Voices are usually memory echoes of some kind Kiari. I hope you manage to get to the bottom of this, as embarrasing yourself in front of classmates is not a good thing to make a habit of.

If you are Kin it is because your essence is kin. Your parents do not have to be. Many Kin essences inhabit the bodies of children who are born to human parents.
If your father is Kin that does not mean you have to be. His essence would be completely seperate from all other Kin essences.
And as Zygo said, you either are or you aren't, there is no half way.