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Serenity- 08-20-2008
Maybe im just getting weirder, which i doubt is possible otherkin/lol.gif or maybe its hormones otherkin/cool-smiley-006.gif

But i recently met this guy in my neighbourhood that i just want to bite. It is driving me crazy otherkin/headbut.gif hes just an average guy as far as i kow but every time i go around him
Aaah! bomb.gif

Maybe this may sound odd but he smells delicious otherkin/costumed-smiley-001.gif

and i try to keep away from him, i mean i havent been outside all day otherkin/145.gif and im not attracted to him in any other way i just want to bite him

I hate this blood celibacy thing otherkin/jail.gif

Kes- 08-20-2008
When you say 'met him', did you talk to him or just see him? If you talked to him did you find him interesting?
In what way does he smell delicious, and if you want to bite him doesn't that mean that you find him attractive? Or does that mean something else for Vampires?
Could he be 'not' an ordinary guy and maybe sending out vibes that attract you?

I'd love to have you explain it some more, it sounds fascinating. smile.gif

Obsidian- 08-20-2008
Sorry if I'm posting out of turn, I haven't been here long, but have you ever had this kind of feeling before that you can remember?

If you can link it to another time or place or person, that might help you work out why he's having this effect on you.

Kes- 08-20-2008
Oooh that's a good thought.


zygopterix- 08-21-2008
You could just bite him............ and see what he says otherkin/17.png

ok being constructive it does sound like there is more to this.

I think both Kes and Obsidian are onto something.

Is he new to the neighbourhood Serenity.
If he is it might point to him being some one you have met before and he has been drawn to the area by your presence.
Obviously you would have to be pretty sure of that, and him, before you mentioned it but it might help you find why he is so "attractive" to you. perhaps you could meditate on your memories and see if anyone like him is in there somewhere.

Zygo

Serenity- 08-21-2008
I said Hi to, wait actually he said hi to me and introduced himself. He smells like food, like I cant really describe it but he smells like something i want, though i don't know what it is. And no this is the first time i have wanted to just bite someone right off the bat.

Also i don't think i have ever seen him before even in past memories though the faces in my past lives are slightly blurred

And Zy, I AM NOT GOING TO JUST BITE HIM! i am trying to be a good person here otherkin/145.gif and you my dear friend only influence destruction bomb.gif otherkin/costumed-smiley-001.gif

ComeToMe- 08-21-2008
I like people who smell like that so he sounds pretty wonderful to me Serenity. smile.gif

And he must find you interesting too if he introduced himself to you.
Is he good looking or interesting or appealing to you in any other way?
Do you think perhaps it could develop into something more than just this urge, you know, sometimes you get a feeling that if you could just get to know them better there might be something else there waiting to be disovered, or do you feel like it's never going to be more than it is right now?

I have to say I've never felt like that about someone and not had it develop into a friendship at least.
For me the urge to bite comes from wanting to include the person in my group, I suppose it is a bit like one of those silly Hammer Horror movies, where if you bit someone you made them into one of you, brought them into the family sort of. There, now everyone is going to run away screaming "RPG'r discovered" and never come back. LOL
But I hope you know what I mean.

I really would love to hear more about this relationship as it develops.

And as much as Zygo is never right about these things! If the guy turns out to be amenable at some point in the future, well, lets just say you may just get to find out if he tastes as good as he smells. smile.gif
And if he does, you wouldn't keep that to yourself would you? otherkin/wink.gif

Lady C

Serenity- 08-21-2008
I would be all up for it, but he looks like one of the most normal guys ive ever met no tattoos, no piercings, yeah hes cute but mostly as i emphasized i just want to bite him!
I need blood so badly otherkin/sad-smiley-002.gif

Shade- 08-21-2008
Well maybe he's only normal on the outside?
Maybe you are drawn to something in him that you cannot see on the outside. Everyone here, well almost everyone here, will tell you that what you see on the outside can be incredibly deceiving. LOL

I think you should try getting to know him better and see what happens.

Good luck with your self control if you decide to try and find out the mystery behind this guy because obviously if you want to bite him that badly you're going to need to keep a tight hold on yourself or you might just bite him without meaning to. otherkin/oops.gif

ComeToMe- 08-21-2008
If you're really having problems with The Thirst maybe the post Solitary Moonlight put up might help.
She's been working on it for a while and it's really good.
She calls it her Vampire Recipe Book.
It's got quite a few recipes in it and a couple of links to others too.
It can be found here.
Moon's Vampire Recipe Book

I'm hoping to be able to add a couple of recipes to it myself as soon as I find them! lol


Serenity- 08-22-2008
My self control sometimes has a mind of its own, but ill try to stay in control otherkin/headbut.gif

and thanks for the link ctm it may stop me from being myself otherkin/booboo.gif

Obsidian- 08-22-2008
Well I can't say much about any of the things mentioned there except for the Black Pudding.
I grew up with it, my Grams loves to cook it for a snack, and I'll be passing on some of the Pudding recipes in that link for definite.

But those recipes looked to me like they'd pretty much do the job.
If any of you try any of them will you post to say what they're like and if they work?

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