If you hear the Griffin in your head Seeingora then it sounds as though your awakening may have begun. It is quite a long process for most people, so don't worry if it doesn't happen all at once.
Kadarr is a lovely name too.

You know you can put your posts in other sections of the forum, where the other members could find them much more easily. If I was to choose a forum for this to go in, I would choose Hoof, Horn or Tail, Wing Fang or Scale. Then anyone looking for posts about Dragons or Griffins or things like that would see it and might post a reply.
I could move it there for you if you'd like?
Let me know what you think OK?
I wish you luck with your new friend, Griffins are very interesting people, likeable and friendly.
Your awakening seems to be having an exciting beginning, I hope the rest is just as good.

Take care.
Lady C.
To seeingora's friend, sorry but you didn't leave us a name.

This post with the links it contains might help. I hope so anyway.
http://otherkin.30.forumer.com/index.php?showtopic=752
If you need anything more please ask. We're here to help.
Lady C.