Well I am sorry you came back disappointed both of you. It always stinks when that happens.
And I'm sure you weren't as bad as you thought Travis. They may not know that you don't play like that all the time, but you don't know what kind of standard they are rating you against. It is a shame that you were not happy with the performance you gave, but they may be used to REALLY TERRIBLE performances, after which you and your group (even if they had been at their worst) might have been a wonderful happening for them.
As Einstein would say "Everything is relative"

You are both happy to be home, where the water is easy to come by, and decently priced, and there are not so many stairs, but you are happy you went and had the experience.
So do you think the trip changed you? And now you're back, how is life at home, same/different after your experiences?

It's really good to have you both home safely.
Lady C. xx